song of the day: 'don't let the sun go down on me' by elton john
i feel as though i'm in some sort of transition. i have no idea what it could be, but i've felt very unsettled for the last few months, emotionally and physically. i know i've talked about it before, and the feeling comes and goes, but i've just been in a malaise as of late. and I HATE IT. of course, we've had a particularly bad winter and even the nicer days are still cloudy. i'm hoping it's just the winter doldrums. plus, i've had a sore ankle for a while and i'm worried that i'm going to have to take time off of running to get it better. i don't even know what i did to it, but running in snow and ice hasn't helped it heal. UGH!!!!
sorry to complain. even though this is my blog, i don't really want to abuse it. i'm thankful to have you all as readers and i don't want to alienate you by unloading my crazy on you. but i do want to be transparent and honest. it's just been an emotionally tough few months for me and every once in a while, it gets to me.